It started with a very sacarstic morning with laughs and shoots of sacarsm in the office between me idy and Jia . Surely, everything made my mood reached the top of the craziness level. It was happy .
Suddenly in the afternoon, the dem mood sunk into me, and from the overly crazy mood I plummeted into the deep bottom of my depression level . I started to search for things to torture my mood even more ... I wonder why I did that zzz
I even tried taking a nap and forget everything but It just remained and I was asking for even more attention from my dad just now -_- something was seriously wrong with me .
And when I locked myself into the room,
I thought of things I threw away from my past and suddenly that thought that no one who knew me well or even myself swept through my mind.
What ever happened to me ?
I thought and thought .
I was wondering if you could even hear through my heart just now. My dearest, during that phone call with you, my heart kept screaming and crying to you hoping you would ask me 'are you okay?' Or something like 'I sense sadness in you'
Would do fine . Guess I was such a great actress that you couldn't even see through me or hear through my voice ...
It hurts me so very much .
Tears almost dropped from my eyes .
But I was glad that you thanked me for understanding you .
Hoping you would do the same .....
我就是这么善变的女孩.
ツ The Wind Blows By,
Sweeping my Tears Away .
Of That Last Memory.
@ 10:08 PM
