Training started , yet no one even called me .
Haha .
I am counting the minutes .
Counting ,
from 1 pm .
Till now .
It's alrdy 3:42 pm .
I am still in my canoeing tee and fbt shorts ,
yet no one even called me to ask if I was going .
I am waiting ,
checking every 5 mins .
For at least a message from you all .
Maybe I don't Stand a chance in k4 .
Maybe ,
I should just have stopped dreaming of that seat in k4 ,
maybe I should have just stopped dreaming of working that ever so hard ,
for OUR medal .
I hate you all .
None of you all shared anything with me ,
yet you tried to tell me to tell you things ..?
It's hard .
It was really hard .
Yet you all said that I would anyhow spread stuff
if you said something secret to me .
You always told her & her .
You always told me to go away ,
thinking the same way .
Maybe I should have given up .
I should be skipping more trainings ,
and studying more .
ツ The Wind Blows By,
Sweeping my Tears Away .
Of That Last Memory.
@ 3:40 PM