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Sitting on the swing, Dreaming of that last memory.

Wednesday, March 10, 2010
Angels , help me ...):

Angels ~
I wished that I could have someone to count on now . Hais . 
I have no more sempai and no more real friends . 
All the people I wave to , talk to and smiled at are all just my friends . 
Yet none of them are my best or good friend. 
Whenever I tried to proclaim that she is my good or best friend , something bad will surely happen . 
I don't know why . Haha . It is like , they don't really care or know how I really felt . 
Maybe I was just too selfish and emotional until they don't really like me and ya. Hahas . 
I deserved it rightS . 
I never asked them how they felt neither did I kept secrets as they should be . So ya . Hahas . 
I deserved it . ..(:

Lalalalas . Tired of all these things already . Hais... 
I am so jealous .
Soo soo jealous...  
So jealous of people ,
who had that group of friends that followed them around .
So jealous of people who just have to stand there for a minute or so
and then friends will come to them .
Why ?
Why me ?
Why am I always the lonely one ?
I hate it sometimes ,
waiting for half an hour , an hour , 2 hours ,
yet no one will care to come to me ,
talk to me ,
maybe I am just an outcast ,
the extra one in no matter anywhere .
I feel so so so lonely whereever I am now .
I feel so unwanted .
At trainings,
during recess ,
in class ,
within that group of Friends ,
I feel so extra .
Hahah.
Anyway ,
I am that stupid lonely ally .
Why ?
Why did you have to pick on me ?
You know I always give that smile
even though I am sad now ,
I tried to cover up everything
by showing my teeth .
Why did you have to let me live in such a depression once more ?
I didn't want this ,
yet i couldn't should it from happening now .
Others said they were lonely ,
yet they didn't choose me .
How did it felt to be rejected ?
It was foolish of me to dream of any miracle ,
as miracles do not happen.
I held on to you for so long ,
yet you practically forgotten me ,
it was painful .
It was painful to wait for miracles ,
to wait for you to give me any .


ツ The Wind Blows By,
Sweeping my Tears Away .
Of That Last Memory.

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