Hais . Have been thinking a lot this week .
I have a lot in my mind .
Dunno why .
I can ask a lot of things.
Yet I can't ask anyone .
You know why ? Cause I am a bad friend .
Someone that can't keep secrets . Woot .
Now I know why no one tells me anything , no one even wants to talk to me , neither is anyone wanting to be with me in a group .
Okay . Fine ?
I always tell people that I will be there for them .
Yet when they need someone , it's not me .
And the answer I get ?
Ally , I want to talk to her privately,
u wait there awhile can?
Sorry arhs .
Okay . Fine . Everytime like that .
Then I need someone ?
Everyone is not there .
I am busy , ally .
Wait ,
wait wait wait ...
Why. ?
Am I that irritating or dislikeable ?
I know I can't start conversations . Yeah .
Okays larhs .
Then everytime I tried to talk ?
It's always the wrong time .
Hahas ...
Today ,
seeing Xinyi just intentionally agreed to pei joyce to dentist cause she was lonely ,
I felt damn JEALOUS .
Okays .
Why ?
Everytime I went to dentist ,
I was there alone .
Everytime I went to tuition or some other thing ,
I was alone .
Yeah .
Noone would even pei me even if I asked .
Haha.
Cause everytime ,
it was the same answer,
sorry ally ,
i am very busy today .
Haha....
Yes.
Maybe maybe .... I am that bad friend .
Then whenever some one tells me a secret ,
I dun even remember anything about telling .
Even If someone found out ,
they always blame it. On me that could not keep secret ,
hahas ... Maybe it was me .
No , it is me .......
ツ The Wind Blows By,
Sweeping my Tears Away .
Of That Last Memory.
@ 9:48 PM