Really, Do you know what does it Feel like to be
UNWANTED?
hais .
Now of days,
in class,
i just felt so Transparent.
if not for xue wei, xiangyue and some guys,
there would just only be 39 students in the class of 3e1.
I felt so unwanted no matter where i go.
i think that i just suck as usual.
:(
Crying, Emoing, Dreaming & Writing
just don't help anymore.
:(
So lonely,
So unwanted,
i could just wish i wasn't born.
Anyway, i was not needed in any part of anyone's life right?
:(
anyway,
if i wasn't born,
my parents would have been billionaires.
:(
Also, they would be so happy just having a son.
T_T
See see see.
Now they nag me again for using the com.Hais.
And every now and then,
They kept reminding me of the upcoming o lvls
and i am still sec 3 in the holiday mood.
.....
sheesh.
They also said that they are going to stop me from using the com after the holidays until the end of O LVL. WTH?
hais. my life.
MY LIFE is So -.-
MYSELF is Also so -.-
Everything about ALLISON LIM is SO -.-
might as well -.-
but i am that fearful to do so -.-

I thought i was Independant,
Yet i was not.
When I fell and Hurt myself,
And Cried and Called out ur Name.
Thought of ur face in my mind,
Sat there and waited and waited.
That was when i felt i depended on you.
So...
Can you Be the one to be there for me again just like everytime i depended on u?
♥ Twin (Geraldine) ♥ XueWei ♥ Xinyi (:
I can't live without u all :(