Thursday, May 9, 2013
You know what?
I feel like I am demanding or just being damn ass ... You are so sweet , you even saved all your battery just to talk to me . I don't know why I feel like I am like damn shit ... Cause maybe I just wanted to know how my good friend is doing in jc :/ although he is a guy . I guess I have to start controlling myself and talk less to guys ... I just can't lie to you, no matter what I do that's why I told u I smsed him . I want to be honest , just like I will expect honesty back .
Wednesday, May 8, 2013
What ever happened ?
It started with a very sacarstic morning with laughs and shoots of sacarsm in the office between me idy and Jia . Surely, everything made my mood reached the top of the craziness level. It was happy .
Suddenly in the afternoon, the dem mood sunk into me, and from the overly crazy mood I plummeted into the deep bottom of my depression level . I started to search for things to torture my mood even more ... I wonder why I did that zzz
I even tried taking a nap and forget everything but It just remained and I was asking for even more attention from my dad just now -_- something was seriously wrong with me .
And when I locked myself into the room,
I thought of things I threw away from my past and suddenly that thought that no one who knew me well or even myself swept through my mind.
What ever happened to me ?
I thought and thought .
I was wondering if you could even hear through my heart just now. My dearest, during that phone call with you, my heart kept screaming and crying to you hoping you would ask me 'are you okay?' Or something like 'I sense sadness in you'
Would do fine . Guess I was such a great actress that you couldn't even see through me or hear through my voice ...
It hurts me so very much .
Tears almost dropped from my eyes .
But I was glad that you thanked me for understanding you .
Hoping you would do the same .....
我就是这么善变的女孩.
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
theirs.♥
Choi si won :)just watched 18,29 and fell in love with him LOL^^
Jang geun suk ♥♥
sometimes,
i just wish ,
for so many things .
sometimes , i think i am really crazy , due to the things i do .
sometimes,
i think that mouth does not say the things i want it to say .
and because of this ,
i have hurt a lot of people.
hais ....
what can i do ? OTOKAJO? LOL
hahas ! but i have to remain happy and all that so that to cover up my facaded smile that no one sees.
hais .
i want someone ,
i just can't find anyone that is right for me now.
i even give up on my previous crush cause it is totally impossible. :x
hahas .
and the unfriendliess with sarah ?
OTOKAJO?
):
i am like hating her every single words that comes out of her mouth .
shyt ,
i am a bad friend .
what happened?
what happened?
):
JUSTIN BIEBER ♥
JANG GEUN SUK ♥♥
CHOI SI WON :)
C.N.BLUE ♥
LEEJUNKI :)
2A.M. :)
Saturday, July 10, 2010
Blasting the music in my ears ,
like i never did before .
D:
